I am still wondering
what did I made wrong?

maybe I should be more shy
more tender
or
strong?

I am still asking myself
why I am saying those words?

when I am close to you
they seems to be not mine
instead of laughing
makes bored

I am still looking for
the way
how to find a land

where I am - as I want to be
and you - free of decide
thinking of me
as

Not just a friend